its that time of the month

and i miss my mummy :(

from today onwards

i'm officially broke.


just paid my phone bills for a few months..
and that cost a huge and bloody explosion in my heart
my heart is bleeding...


which means..


no more movies
no more nice dinner
no more new tops
no more nose piercing
no more new haircut
no more drinks

i have a new sickness

i realised that whenever i have too much work to bear
or when i'm stuck at design for the whole day...
i would feel sick and annoyed.
hmmm, i need a cure

i have a dream

that one day..
i can travel to anywhere i want
without needing to worry about a single thing

emptiness can only be felt, not described

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this may not be such a big deal

and i was 30 minutes late...
but i went to church today
after two years

fragile

suddenly i knew how it felt
to be like a tiny fragile glass
that is falling
and falling
about to hit the ground
and shatter to pieces

a night for drawing

ok.. i was SUPPOSED to do design..
but i did this instead.
which is now pissing me off because it somehow did not turn out as nice as i thought it would.
its one of the characters from the anime 'bleach'

i so prefer the other character i drew before

sorry i cant resist posting this up again haha

feel free to comment on how i can improve :)

valentine's day

it just dawned upon me that valentine's day seems so much more meaningful when you are sharing it with someone special.
other than that, its just a invisible threshold which separates the haves from the haves-not.

the heart is like a rose

it blooms when much care and love is showered upon it

but withers and dies when its neglected

its just one of those days

when i'm missing it

angel of music

once in a while, when the moon is full
he'll appear at the most unexpected hour
fingers dancing beautifully on the strings
he brings sweet melodies to her ears

i miss reading sandman

'Delirium is the youngest of the endless. She smells of sweat, sour wines, late nights, old leather. Her realm is close, and can be visited; however, human minds were not made to comprehend her domain, and those few who have made the journey have been incapable of reporting back more than a few fragments.
The poet Coleridge claimed to have known her intimately, but the man was an inveterate liar, and in this, as in so much, we must doubt his word. Her appearance is the most variable of all the Endless, who at best, are ideas cloaked in the semblance of flesh. Her shadow's shape and outline has no relationship to that of any body she wears, and it is tangible, like old velvet.
Some say the tragedy of Delirium is her knowledge that, despite being older than suns, older than gods, she is forever the youngest of the Endless, who do not measure time as we measure time, or see the worlds through mortal eyes. Others deny this, and say that Delirium has no tragedy, but here they speak without reflection. For Delirium was once Delight. And although that was long ago now, even today her eyes are badly matched: one eye is a vivid emerald green, spattered with silver flecks that move; her other eye is vein blue. "Who knows what Delirium sees, through her mismatched eyes?" '

how do you forget

i find it funny how sometimes we tend to forget things unintentionally..
and sometimes when we tell ourselves to forget, it just stubbornly stays in the mind

why do people say 'just forget it' when they know it can't be done?

you know you're in architecture when

1.the alarm clock tells you when to go to sleep.
2.you know what UHU tastes like
3.coffee and cokes are tools, not treats.
4.youve slept more than 20 hours non-stop in a single weekend
5.you fight with inanimate objects.
6.youve fallen asleep in the washroom.
7.youre not seen in public.
8.you lose your house keys for a week and you dont even notice.
9.youve used an entire role of film to photograph the sidewalk
10.you combine breakfast, lunch, and dinner into one single meal
11.youve got more photographs of buildings than actual people.
12.you can live without human contact, food or daylight, but if you cant print, its chaos.
13.when you are being shown pictures of a trip, you ask what the human scale is.
14.you can use Photoshop, Illustrator and make a web page,but you dont know how to use excel.
15.youve discovered the benefits of having none or very short hair. Youve started to appreciate inheriting baldness.

hmmm.. ok
i think i'm in architecture

12 hours of walking

yesterday mandy and i walked from 10 am to 10 pm for our bloody assignment.
two foreigners trying to figure out certain location of certain places by the help of a tiny map from a book.
we actually walked past bugis junction for about 5 times
and arab street twice
at the end of the day we were so tired and frustrated of everything that we started laughing at anything.
and i was hoping that something good will happen and make me happy
although i didnt know what would
haha

depressing posts?

my friends always ask, why are my posts so depressing?
are they?
the posts are merely the reflection of my thoughts
and i guess..
some of these thoughts manage to trigger certain emotions among people who read them because subconsciously, these people share the same sentiments
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new haircut, new style, new colour
looking not bad,
in fact
looking good
that someone