random thoughts

its 9 days away to submission, and its certainly getting more stressful as the clock ticks away happily.. sometimes i feel the clock is evil and 'heartless', knowing that all of us are slogging like hell but still not wanting to slow down or even stop just for a little while. and its 4am now and i'm tired of reviting my stupid detail and i'm feeling cranky. fuh
its so scary.. its finally our RIBA submission and next year we'll be in year 4, streamed into different tracks. i just dont get it.. why cant the clock just slow down a little. i hope it'll burn in hell haha.

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was chatting with jun xian earlier about how we find ways to vent our frustrations especially during submission period. some people just dont get it how important this semester is to all of us. some people still expect me to be done with the hall annual publication a few days before my submission. seriously, i would be insane to put hall before design now.. actually i would be insane to put hall before design anytime.
anyway, he said he likes to write about stuff.. not too sure what kind of stuff he was referring to.. while i personally like to doodle cartoons on scrap papers which could make me laugh. the conversation got me thinking..
i realised its really important that everyone has his or her own way to express themselves, be it anger, sadness or happiness. if you feel writing vulgarities on a piece of paper and pasting it up on the corridor wall would make you feel better, by all means do it (heh wooimin *wink*)
or else the frustrations would just build up slowly and before you know it, you've already exploded into pieces. and from my way of lookin at it, this act of finding a channel to let it all out is actually a form of art as we're all different from each other (yes, unique and special) and hence each of us chooses to do it differently..
and the consequences of our actions are, of course, the reflections of our personalities. (ok i'm not sure myself where am i heading with this)
tt's why i dont understand why some people feel that bloggers are exhibitionists. its just another means of expressing their thoughts.. some may choose to be more personal while some may choose to build castles in the air.. all in all.. they're doing it merely to make themselves feel better.

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submission's in 9days.
everything else can wait

can it?

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a smile that wouldn't fade

i just love getty images for having all the pics that i was looking for
and its probably the best search engine for photos so far

argh, i got distracted from work

a few things to look forward to after submission

1) a trip to BALI (woohoo!) with Mandy, Wooimin and Winle
2)

hmm... somehow i thought i had more than just tt

cleo top 50 most eligible bachelors 2007

everyone, meet my true love, daryl

and yes it was love at first sight

and as bimbotic as this may sound, i was truly ecstatic when i got the opportunity to take a picture with him

and i look like an old and haggard auntie next to him (blame aki!)

one big minus point is that he's gay. damn.

anyway, this's the winner, christopher phua, who actually looks better when he doesnt smile

and of course a picture with our friend Derrick who made it to the top 50 and got us the invitation
and a picture with the girls

if that is true

i certainly dont mind having dark rings anymore

knock knock

she thought she heard a knock on the door
she thought she did

favourite purchase so far

i wish i could draw half as good as the artist.
its dark yet captivating.. seriously i couldnt stop looking at it from the moment i bought it. i love it! anyway, if any of you are planning to go to vivo city within the next few days, please take a look at his portfolio (if he's still there) on the 3rd level, you wont be disappointed.. even wooimin took interest in his works haha.

on a side note, i've finally found the song i'd been looking for for days! *happiness* thanks to melvin haha

Swans by Unkle Bob

By my side,you’ll never be.

By my side,you’ll never be.

Cos I’m fake at the seams,I’m lost in my dreams.

I want you to know,that I can’t let you go.

And you’re never coming home again,

And you’re never coming home again.

By my side,you’ll never be.

By my side,you’ll never be.

I wanted to tell you I’d changed.

I wanted to tell you that things would be different this time.

But I see you, you see me,Differently.

I see you, you see me,Differently.

You tell me that you love me but you never want to see me again.

the radiant ones this new year

i just couldnt resist haha!

who needs whitening cream man