random thoughts

its 9 days away to submission, and its certainly getting more stressful as the clock ticks away happily.. sometimes i feel the clock is evil and 'heartless', knowing that all of us are slogging like hell but still not wanting to slow down or even stop just for a little while. and its 4am now and i'm tired of reviting my stupid detail and i'm feeling cranky. fuh
its so scary.. its finally our RIBA submission and next year we'll be in year 4, streamed into different tracks. i just dont get it.. why cant the clock just slow down a little. i hope it'll burn in hell haha.

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was chatting with jun xian earlier about how we find ways to vent our frustrations especially during submission period. some people just dont get it how important this semester is to all of us. some people still expect me to be done with the hall annual publication a few days before my submission. seriously, i would be insane to put hall before design now.. actually i would be insane to put hall before design anytime.
anyway, he said he likes to write about stuff.. not too sure what kind of stuff he was referring to.. while i personally like to doodle cartoons on scrap papers which could make me laugh. the conversation got me thinking..
i realised its really important that everyone has his or her own way to express themselves, be it anger, sadness or happiness. if you feel writing vulgarities on a piece of paper and pasting it up on the corridor wall would make you feel better, by all means do it (heh wooimin *wink*)
or else the frustrations would just build up slowly and before you know it, you've already exploded into pieces. and from my way of lookin at it, this act of finding a channel to let it all out is actually a form of art as we're all different from each other (yes, unique and special) and hence each of us chooses to do it differently..
and the consequences of our actions are, of course, the reflections of our personalities. (ok i'm not sure myself where am i heading with this)
tt's why i dont understand why some people feel that bloggers are exhibitionists. its just another means of expressing their thoughts.. some may choose to be more personal while some may choose to build castles in the air.. all in all.. they're doing it merely to make themselves feel better.

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submission's in 9days.
everything else can wait

can it?

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