stress is a bad thing

whatever the cause is, stress is definitely a bad thing.
it made me raise my voice when i was talkin to my mum and i feel like SHIT now.
and what's worse, my mum was actually not feeling very well.
i seriously feel HORRIBLE.

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stress makes one feel that perhaps going to Bali isnt the best of choice.

and it makes one feel tired to resolve whatever that's needed to be resolved.

and it makes one stop going for studio sessions and give up on submission.

and it makes one feel like quitting architecture

and its really depressing to see after years of working together, they decided to give up and just leave

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and to those who have really high expectation of me, i suggest that you guys stop. cos at the end of the day, when you realise i cant fulfill your expectations, you'll be disappointed and you'll let it out on me.

and it'll affect me deeply.